|Wide Eyes, You Tremble.
||[Jun. 27th, 2007|03:06 pm]
Haven't been sleeping again.
So, Shyloh hadn't been feeling very well.
Lets just make it quick and say, she's going to be a mommy.
I knew something big was coming. Still for some reason, I don't think it's over.
...And just like that things are flipped upside down.
I really hate drifting around all the time. It's great living with Shy, I couldn't ask for a better roomie.
But, but it still doesn't feel like home, the way I thought in the beginning.
Nobody is ever here, and I feel like I'm going nowhere yet again.
The last few days have been the happiest days ever.
Kelley and I talk about having kids together, and our life.
I have never done that with anyone else. I have never wanted anyone else's kids.
I hate when people sit and say, "They won't be both of your kids."
Of course they will. When I get pregnant, she is going to be there, and when WE raise OUR kids,
I won't consider them anybody else's family but ours.
Fuckin' narrow minded bastards.
Tiesto is coming July 26th. The tickets are $60. For as much as I'de like to go, I would NEVER pay that much.
The B-52's on November 17th. $35.
Reincarnation, literally "to be made flesh again", is a doctrine or mystical belief that some essential part of a living being (in some variations only human beings) survives death to be reborn in a new body. This essential part is often referred to as the Spirit or Soul, the 'Higher or True Self', 'Divine Spark', 'I' or the 'Ego' (not to be confused with the ego as defined by psychology). According to such beliefs, a new personality is developed during each life in the physical world, but some part of the being remains constantly present throughout these successive lives as well.
My tummy hurts.